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(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2009|07:48 pm]
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A word of wisdom..... [Oct. 29th, 2009|03:01 am]

If you don't want to be mauled to death by a wild animal... STAY THE FUCK OUT OF THE WILDERNESS! It's shit like this (particularly the last paragraph in the article) that is really starting to piss me off. Why is it that every time some dumb fuck goes out into the woods and gets attacked and/or killed by something out there. it's somehow the animal's fault and they gotta be euthanized because they're "dangerous". Such utter bullshit! What gives us the right to protect our living space by any means necessary and deny that right to all the other lifeforms on this planet? If some uninvited stranger wandered into someone's home and got his face blown off with a shotgun for doing so, no one would so much as bat a fucking eyelid; it happens everyday. Why are we the only Beings to whom that liberty applies? Dumb fuck wanders into unwelcome territory, Dumb fuck becomes Dead fuck. End of story. Now to be fair, i could understand the reaction if this happened on human turf and while i wouldn't necessarily like this drastic of a measure, i would probably not have a conniption over it  --  but it didnt. So here's a thought: Perhaps a place wherein one could be shredded into confetti at any moment by it's rightly natural occupants isn't the wisest of places to fucking go and we as humans need to start taking our consequences as lessons to abide by rather than situations to try and cheat our way out of or accountabilities to try and dodge rather than own.  -End Rant-

P.S. I forgot to mention that neither of the two animals that were shot to death by authorities in retaliation for this attack showed any signs of having taken part in it and they're still out hunting around for more, so they've apparently just opted to start shooting fucking everything. What a bunch of motherfuckers! 

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Just had to write this down so i'd remember it..... [Sep. 22nd, 2009|06:36 pm]

If you say to me now "i'll love you until we die" and then you change your mind...
Run, or I'll kill you.



god i love that, haha.
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i have nothing to write about..... [Jun. 19th, 2009|05:31 pm]
 


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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2009|06:50 pm]

New Song finally!! w00t!
This is a rough live-recorded version for demoing. Final production ought to be soon, if all goes well.

Kira Lindberg - Vocals / Acoustic Guitars / Songwriting / Lyrics
Myself - Strings / Synths / Songwriting / Production

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Over it


You were the one that turned me away.
So casually cast me aside.
You were the one that wanted to leave.
I'm the one that got away.

You're so far gone now that you don't mind
not remembering those nights you left me with tears in my eyes.
One day you'll wake up. Some day you'll see.
Leaving me was bad for you, but the best thing for me.

You left me cold and naked in the bedroom.
Put on your boots and walked out the door.
A way to leave me there feeling restless...
so i was there to be your whore.

You're so far gone now that you don't mind
not remembering those nights you left me with tears in my eyes.
One day you'll wake up. Some day you'll see.
Leaving me was bad for you, but the best thing for me.

Someone new just came along.
Made you feel just a bit better.
Someone that doesn't know your past.
She doesn't know just how much you can be an ass.

You're so far gone now that you don't mind
not remembering those nights you left me with tears in my eyes.
One day you'll wake up. Some day you'll see.
Leaving me was bad for you, but the best thing for me.

You were always gone while i was sitting there...
wondering what i did wrong to make you not care.
I finally woke up. Now i see...
I didn't need you, but you still need me.


 
                      
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(no subject) [May. 3rd, 2009|12:17 pm]


My aunt and I from a few days ago. Taken with my camera phone. We were both practically saturated with red wine at this point.
I my light-weight, no-drinkin' ass was absolutely hammered... in case you couldn't tell.
 
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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2009|11:50 am]

Låt den rätte komma in


I am absolutely in love with this movie :)


 
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Some new Pictures for the hell of it [Mar. 28th, 2009|05:58 am]

I was bored so....

More on Myspace.......
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Fun Weird Stuff......... [Dec. 21st, 2008|10:20 am]



My skin’s so tight from all these scars
Left from life’s most painful hours
But I found a way to smile again
I’ll carve myself a Chelsea Grin.
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Untitled [Dec. 19th, 2008|04:20 am]
I'll be in NYC for a week but before i go....

Belief-o-Matic quiz thingy results:


1. Mahayana Buddhism (100%)
2. Neo-Pagan (91%)
3. Unitarian Universalism (87%)
4. Theravada Buddhism (86%)
5. New Age (80%)
6. Hinduism (73%)
7. Liberal Quakers (73%)
8. Sikhism (71%)
9. Jainism (65%)
10. Taoism (64%)
11. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (60%)
12. Secular Humanism (58%)
13. New Thought (47%)
14. Reform Judaism (47%)
15. Orthodox Quaker (45%)
16. Scientology (44%)
17. Baha'i Faith (39%)
18. Nontheist (34%)
19. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (33%)
20. Orthodox Judaism (30%)
21. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (27%)
22. Seventh Day Adventist (22%)
23. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (21%)
24. Islam (18%)
25. Eastern Orthodox (15%)
26. Roman Catholic (15%)
27. Jehovah's Witness (15%)

I thought the christian-based beliefs percentages sounded a bit too high for me, but What-Ev.
Okay... off to the Big Asshole-- I mean... Big Apple.
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This is Psychotic [Nov. 27th, 2008|08:34 pm]
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Video Blog...... [Nov. 5th, 2008|06:55 pm]
I apologize in advance for my mental befuckled-ness; it was 6:00 in the morning...

P.S. Go Obama!! Most of you know that Politics is not my thing, but that doesnt mean i cant be happy that finally, after 30 years, there is an administration lead by someone who is not a complete hee-haw redneck. Very glad Barack won (and yes, i did contribute to this election... for anyone whos wondering)
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It's been a long time... damn... [Oct. 15th, 2008|10:00 pm]

Account Stats:


Account created on:
November 20th 2001

Journal entries:

440

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Took forever to finish this damn song....... [Oct. 2nd, 2008|07:03 pm]
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2008|05:09 pm]

Decided to do a survey vlog.
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Who are you?
Gimpy

Where are you?
My apartment

What do you do for a living?
I'm a student.

If you could be doing anything right now in the City you live in what would it be? Sleeping

Do you lie to people about your age?
No

What is one thing in your house you never turn off?
My air conditioner hasnt been turned off in eons.

Do you feel closer to men or women?
I generally get along with females better. There is usually a lot more things in common there.

If there were one person you could see right now who would it be?
There's no one in particular.

Why do you have an LJ?
A venting mechanism, i suppose.

Who would on your friends list would you say knows you best?
I'm probably acquainted with all of them relatively evenly.

Who on your friends list would you like to know better?
All of them, i suppose.

What is the thing you fear most?
I dont necessarily fear anything. There are certainly many possible things that would suck a very large pair of balls, but fear isnt really a factor.

What is one of your little quirks?
I HATE eating with my hands.

What are you really good at?
I'm a fairly good songwriter, i suppose.

What are your passions?
Music, Art, Learning. Passion itself is something that's very important to me.

If you could relive one day from your past what day would it be?
None. The past is the past for a good reason.

Do you think you are attractive?
No

What is your favorite food?
Mexican, Italian, Asian. I couldnt pick only one thing.

Are you now or have you ever been in love?
Yes

Are you in a relationship?
No

What could you not get through the day without?
Caffeine and cigarettes. I could if i had to, but i sure as fuck wouldnt enjoy it.

Do you keep secrets well? Yes.

Can you give me 5 words or phrases that sum up your personality?
- Ascetic
- Analytical
- Introverted
- Passionate
- A work in progress.

Do you paint your nails?
Yes

What is your favorite season?
Autumn

What is the item of clothing you have owned longest?
There are some clothing items i've had since my first year of high school that i still actually wear. The amazing thing is, they still fit me quite comfortably.

Do you take pictures of yourself with your cellphone?
No

Do you drink bottle or tap water?
Just tap, i guess. I dont drink a lot of water to begin with.

Who do you talk to every day?
There's no one that i speak to every day.

Who do you wish you spoke to more?
I speak to people as much as needed, i think.

What are three things you always have with you?
Wallet, phone, keys. The usual.

Do you live alone or with people?
I live alone, aside from my cat.

Do you live in a house or an apartment?
An apartment.

What is your favorite color?
Black

Are you going to vote this year?
No

What are 5 random facts about you?
- I suck at verbal conversation
- It takes a lot to anger me.
- I can crack just about every joint in my body on command.
- I am 100% drug and alcohol free.
- I read for an average of 6 hours a night.

Do you own a full length mirror?
No

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No

Do you fall in love easy or does it take you a long time?
It depends on the person.

Do you want to get married?
Some day perhaps.

Do you tell people when you like them or do you just hope they figure it out? I'm probably not a very forward person about that sort of thing, but i certainly dont make an effort to mask it.

Are you a flirt?
No

Do you like to make out?
Love it!
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(no subject) [Sep. 19th, 2008|07:36 pm]
 
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I'm actually pretty proud of how this turned out... [Sep. 1st, 2008|02:00 pm]

Kira Lindberg --- Lead Vocals / Acoustic Guitar
                   
Gimpy --- Backing Vocals / Strings / Cello / Post-Production

                                 

(press pause and allow a fair amount of
 pre-buffering to avoid interrupted playback)

 
 
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2008|09:48 pm]
  • A monster lies in wait in me, a stew of wounds and misery. But fiercer still, in life and limb, the me that lies in wait in him. ---Clive Barker

  •  Those who spill their blood with me shall be my brothers. ---William Shakespeare
 
  •  Pain is important. Your suffering will free you. ---Otep Shamaya

  • There is nothing morbid about honestly confronting the inevitability of life’s end and preparing for it, so that we may go gracefully. ---Billy Graham

  • Better to die -- to sleep the never waking sleep -- than linger on and try to live when the soul is gone. ---Sophocles

  • Living is just dying at the slowest possible rate. ---Unknown

  •  Life is flesh on bone convulsing above the ground. ---E. Elias Merhige

  •  Do people seek heaven because of their love for god, or their fear of hell? ---Unknown

  • “Good Intention” is just another name for mistakes that cost too much for an apology. ---Unknown

  • The world is full of good intentions and broken hearts. ---Gloria Zimmerman

  •  I will not slit my own throat with the same knife you used to stab me in the back. ---Gimpy (me)

  •  Those who fear the darkness have no idea what the light can do. ---Unknown

  •  Death is no worse than life; it’s just more permanent. ---Gimpy (me)

  •  The only time people are ever afraid of death is when they don’t know how scary life can be. ----Gimpy (me)

  •  Life and Hell are not especially dissimilar. Damnation is fire and agony and the gnashing of teeth --- and you don’t need to die to experience that. The only real difference is that, in Hell; you actually have to deserve it first. ---Gimpy (me)

  • The telling of lies is not necessarily the sign of a dishonest person; it depends on whether or not they’re good at it. ----Gimpy (me)

  • Don't mistake Fear of Consequence for a sincerely virtuous Lack of Malice. There is a big difference. Common Human Decency is not as "common" as it seems to be. ----Gimpy (me)

 

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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2008|06:05 pm]

 

 FRIENDS ONLY

THIS JOURNAL IS FRIENDS ONLY.

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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2008|09:45 pm]

Just got back from Dacia's. Finally met her mom Annette!. She was awesome. They go to New Orleans (where her mom was born and raised) every year for Mardi Gras and invited me for this coming February, so that will be cool. The last one i went to was like 12 or 13 years ago. When Dacia said she was half french i didn't realize she meant Creole. Along with also being Czech and Hungarian, that is a very bizarre heritage haha.

Her mom still has the accent, and also still speaks Creole. Apparently her own parents don't like to speak english much, from what she mentioned. So that's really cool. Not too many people speak it anymore.

I despise southern dialects, but Louisiana's (more specifically, new orleans') has never bothered me. Most of the others irritate the absolute fuck out of me though, especially florida's and georgia's. I had to listen to that shit for 12 years. There is no easier way to hear someone murder the english language than just to go to georgia and listen to them morons speak. It's nauseating. Trust me.

So yeah, Dacia just called me and apparently her mom liked me. Must not have made too much of an ass of myself haha.

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